Trailer Trash Balderdash

Pregnancy journal: Week 3

6/8/18 (3w4d): Today is 11 dpo (days post-ovulation), and if you’ve dealt with any fertility related stuff, you probably know about the luteal phase. Mine is 10 days max, which isn’t good for keeping a newly-conceived baby in place. Anyway, my cycles vary in length, but my luteal phase is the same, and over the last year, I usually test on day 9 or 10 just to see if I’m pregnant, and I’ve received the same stark negative each time…and then, good ol’ Aunt Flo hits.

Today, since it was “late,” I quickly tested when I crawled out of bed at the butt crack of dawn, threw it on the bathroom counter, and went back to bed.

A little later, as Ben was heading to work, I quickly picked it up to check so I could toss it, and there it was…a very, very positive test. ?

Usually my positives are so faint at first (because I test early), that I’m always holding it in different lighting, and asking Ben “can you see a line??” So I handed it to him and asked “can you see a line?” ?

I tested again with a more expensive test, just to confirm, and it was undeniably positive.

We definitely spent awhile in shock! My recent more-than-usual exhaustion and extreme emotional…ness suddenly made sense. ?

I also found out that unfortunately we conceived during the “30 day waiting period” for our new insurance, so we are responsible for 100% of the costs, so I had a nice long emotional pregnancy hormone cry over that.

At the end of the day, we both believe this is the miracle rainbow baby we have prayed and longed for for so long. ❤️

An announcement!

We are SO excited to announce…
Baby #13! 🎉


We are sharing this news early, because we have prayed long and hard for this child, and believe that God has finally answered our prayer for a rainbow baby! 🌈 
We covet your prayers 🙏🏼, but we do not desire any negativity, medical advice/suggestions, or judgment (we’ve received plenty over the last 5 years of losing 12 babies). 👼🏻
This has been an insanely long journey for us, and God has brought us to the point where our only option is to TRUST HIM. ❤️
There is NO medical reason for me to:
1. Be pregnant right now (due to health issues)
2. Have a strong early positive test
3. Have no problems for a week already
And yet, here we are. 😲
God is amazing, and miracles aren’t only in bible times, y’all! 🙌🏼
We are choosing to CELEBRATE this life, and we are planning for the arrival of little feet in 8 months…we refuse to live in fear of the unknown, because NOTHING is too hard for God! 💪🏼

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Things we CAN use prayer for, if you want to know 🙏🏼:
1. I have been feeling exhaustion like I’ve never felt (I’m not new to crushing fatigue, but this is insane-other than 2 days where I was able to function for a part of them, I’ve basically been in bed). I have a lot of responsibilities on my plate with Ben’s business and my own, and maintaining a household (yep, even an RV takes a ton of work), so please pray for me to have energy, and Ben as he takes on even more than he already helps me with. 
2. Due to transferring insurance from Idaho to here, we hit a gap where we weren’t “allowed” to conceive yet lol, and so we will be facing 100% of the costs. We also would love recommendations for a local midwife, preferably birthing center, and bonus points if she’s a Christian and believes in miracles. 😉
3. Obviously a healthy baby! And for us to be able to figure out the whole living situation, since our trailer isn’t exactly designed with space for kids/another person lol!

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